Learning as I go..

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship.

It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

Seriously, that quote describes how I feel now-a-days. I'm not sure that I'm ready to be in a relationship, I still have alot to get over as a result of the whole situation with James. It's hard to trust after all that I've been through. It really is. And although I may put on a pretty good front... I'm not okay. I struggle every day. I know that in the long run, I will be better off. I know that I am fully capable of moving on, and creating a wonderful life for my daughter and myself. It's just going to take time.

I'm not looking for a perfect person. I'm looking to find someone that is compatible. Someone that I am myself around, and someone that can be himself around me. I am a very open person, and say how I feel. And I expect that in return.

Other Updates:

With out a doubt, I am enjoying every single day. Like I said, it's going to be a rough road... but I'm ready to take each day at a time, and embrace every single moment.

Being a single mom is amazing. Hard, but amazing. I wouldn't want it anyyyy other way. Emma is truely my rock. And I know that no matter what happens, I will always have my baby girl. She is learning sooo quickly. And she mimmics absolutely EVERYTHING. She loves her days at daycare and each day with her is like an adventure.

Work & School for me are both going well. I'm waiting to be accepted in to the RN program. I can't wait to get in and get my career going. I know I have what it takes to be a nurse. I'm intelligent and compassionate. And I know I have the strength and ability to be a good nurse. I still love my job. I dont think I could ever truly say I didn't.

There are so many things comming up that I can't wait for. Emma and I are going to NC to spend the weekend with Casey and her hubby. In a little over a month, I'm going to the Nickleback/Hinder/Saving Abel/Papa Roach concert. I couldn't be more psyched!

I'm looking forward to getting my own place in the next month or so. I can't wait for a new begining. :):):)

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