Can't take it anymore...

I know it's only been a few hours since my last blog, but... I just need to vent a bit.

I'm so fustrated with living here at my parents house. I help clean, take care of the animals & cook meals... I help with some of the bills.. I deffinitely help my fair share. Mom came home from work, and the kitchen was a mess, and of course it's my fault.. and completely my responisbilty. WTF! I dont think I can take it anymore. Not only did I loose the family that I was so acustomed to having.. I lost my personal space and the ability to do things my way. I can't help but feel angry and hurt. What pisses me off most is the only thing it's done to him.. is forced him to pay me some child support. He hasn't had to give up anything, not his freedom, or his fun. The only thing I didnt lose was Emma. I lost confidence in myself, I lost my home, personal possessions, money... the way of life that I had become so used to..

I just can't take it anymore...I need to find my own place... ASAP. I want to be away from my parents, I want a place to call my own... The search is on...

Vent over.